After a traumatic childhood experience, best friends Jennifer and Sarah create the Never List – a list of things which they must never do, in order to stay safe. Despite all their good intentions however, they are abducted, and thrown into a three year long nightmare. The book opens thirteen years later, with Sarah still suffering from the effects of the ordeal. She never leaves her apartment, never has physical contact with people, works from home, and has no friends. However, the man who abducted her and Jennifer is being considered for parole, and Sarah needs to make sure that he doesn’t get it, so she decides that the only way to secure her future is to revisit her past.
When I started this book, I thought I was going to really enjoy it. The first few chapters throw you headlong into the story at break-neck speed, and it seemed to pave the way for an intense psychological thriller. In fairness, it does keep up the quick pace all the way through, with plenty of twists and turns, and in many ways, was a quick and easy read.
Unfortunately though, I ended up feeling a bit frustrated by both the story, and the main character. At the beginning of the story, Sarah is suffering from severe paranoia and phobias, but she seems to overcome them so quickly, that it is just not believable. To assume that a woman who is too scared to even leave her apartment (even when she orders food in, the doorman to the apartments has to bring it to her, rather than the usual delivery person) is suddenly feel able to drive miles, and jump on planes, all in a matter of a few days, just felt inconsistent. In fact, most of the main characters seemed to act in an entirely inconsistent manner.
I had my suspicions about what was going to happen at the end, but there were a couple of twists I didn’t anticipate – and it’s always nice to be surprised when reading a thriller – but I did feel that the final denouement was a bit tangled up, involving a few characters that didn’t really serve much purpose in the story.
The book did have some good points and there were some genuinely tense moments (and it’s certainly had some rave reviews) but I think it was probably just not the book for me, with some of the themes, such as torture and rape, feeling particularly disturbing.